Hello,
I have had 5 children. The first baby came 2 weeks late I lost it really after a 15 hour labour, but didn't have any stitches. 2nd baby took 1 hour, 3rd an induction due to IUGR took 48 hours the drip was turned up too fast and then I had a hemhorrage, 4th an induction took 4 hours and was the best birth yet.. and my 5th took 17 hours and was very draining!
I am 5 weeks away from having my baby Girl. I am calm during the labour but seem to lose it as soon as I am fully dialated. Afterwards I don't want to hold my baby, and need time to come back to normal, then I bond with the baby when Dad has gone and it's just me and baby. Birth is something I dread it is so hard on me.. I have sleep apnea too and haven't been fitted with my CPAP yet.
I always use Entanox, and will again, but will give Pethadine a miss. I am very interested in HypnoBirthing, but am not sure if there is time now?
